I really meant it when i said enough. Maybe i did not phrase it properly or was it not straight forward enough? I want to be the best not second best. Never will i wana feel this way, ever, again. Said it, but done it? I was desperately looking forward to seeing you but you failed to come my way. Has it ever crossed your mind that i needed you? Someone, anyone(?), please teach me to accept it cos i cant. Whats more, a smile was all i wanted. Maybe even NEEDED! An opportunity we had but we let it slip pass our fingers. The small one was in the spotlight, as usual. What happened to everyone else? Calefares. Feedbacks came with no delay. Even ear plugs are not enough to block out that irritating sound! I'd shout 'help me' if a voice could come out &if i could be heard. I've shedded enough tears. Was i asking for too much when i just needed my comfort? Does my comfort even realise i needed it badly? Even a black sheep would get better care than me. Is everyone against me now? Where did my sunshine go? Is that a rain cloud following me behind? Will it ever stop following me? Walking aimlessly. Left all alone, no where to go. Am i lost? Wheres my map? Directions someone, anyone?
where'd you go?
posted by becks at 7:52 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
