AMOUR
I was lying in bed unwilling to get up, trying to avoid the torrid noonday sun. My curtains please, mum. I could even hear those drillings in my head! Waffles with maple syrup for breakfast to brighten up my day a little. &my favourite egg, sunny-side up! My mind is in a mess. Could an assistant help? Maybe. But i'd like to straighten everything up NOW! I am sorry. Its true, im just thinking too much. I know you're here for me, whether physically or not. Love me(?), love you..
yong-ICE CREAM will make us fat! =) LOVE!
jabez-im really sorry..
calida-.kamsahamnida! x]
gracie-i need your help badly.
louis-Thankyou nehneh pok!
deb-my dear girl, thankyou so much! you're love love loved!
ありがとう
posted by becks at 9:00 AM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
NOT A TYPICAL LOVE STORY
I really meant it when i said enough. Maybe i did not phrase it properly or was it not straight forward enough? I want to be the best not second best. Never will i wana feel this way, ever, again. Said it, but done it? I was desperately looking forward to seeing you but you failed to come my way. Has it ever crossed your mind that i needed you? Someone, anyone(?), please teach me to accept it cos i cant. Whats more, a smile was all i wanted. Maybe even NEEDED! An opportunity we had but we let it slip pass our fingers. The small one was in the spotlight, as usual. What happened to everyone else? Calefares. Feedbacks came with no delay. Even ear plugs are not enough to block out that irritating sound! I'd shout 'help me' if a voice could come out &if i could be heard. I've shedded enough tears. Was i asking for too much when i just needed my comfort? Does my comfort even realise i needed it badly? Even a black sheep would get better care than me. Is everyone against me now? Where did my sunshine go? Is that a rain cloud following me behind? Will it ever stop following me? Walking aimlessly. Left all alone, no where to go. Am i lost? Wheres my map? Directions someone, anyone?
where'd you go?
posted by becks at 7:52 PM
Friday, October 24, 2008
REMINISCENCES OF PAST GAIETY
Exciting, it was today. I met dear girl&jerome &dayson on the train heading towards city hall. We were such nice friends to accompany dayson for his interview! Munched on DONUTS on the way. Mmm. Enjoy enjoys!
Donut Empire Cover Girls! laughs.
Here comes the joke of the day. Typical singaporeans who work around central business district area, town, would always be rushing like crazy right? This indian man was rushing for the bus &he 'zao geng'! HAHAHA. Dayson &i had a good laugh! x] His pants dropped right infront of us! sorry, its mean but hilarious! &its kinda hard to actual tell you the joke unless you were there with us! LAUGHS!
sleeping beauty
crazy-ing with mah girl
We bus-ed back to bedok inter to meet seng, xiang, chew &marcus. I was molested on the bus! This guy sitting behind me(i was standing) used his knee & kept nudge-ing my butt! Gosh! 85 was not too crowded when we were there. Had kind of a feast with the guys, including arjun. I was so full i couldn think about eating anymore! We headed to safra wanting to bowl but ended up playing POLAR BEAR &eating our yummmmmy cookies! laughs. Then headed to debs house where all the fun was suppose to happen but i missed it.. damn!
yong-i baked it with LOTS OF LOVE ok! =)
arjun-i could have carried you! imma strong girl! hahah.
chew-now who's the cookie monster?!
dayson-its ah balling NOT ah bowling. LOL
deb-my BERCARDI &ICE CREAM &MOOVIE &SLEEPOVER!! =(
estee&paul-HAPPY 1st YEAR ANNIVERSARY MY LOVELYS!!
why not tears of joy?
posted by becks at 11:59 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
COOKIE CRUMBLESSS
Morining call for leon! i lost my precious 1hour of beauty sleep thanks to him. My "strong&powerful" name seems to actually wake him up! laughs. BUT he was so sweet to buy my honeystars for breakfast! Helpful would be the right word for debbie&jerome, dayson, arjun, aji, marcus, greg, afiq, jianye, nazrin, maggie, fatin, leon, khidhir, & ME! School seems so unschool. It felt as tho i wasted my time getting up so early jus to help those tepid people. I got sunburnt as revenge for thinking that way. Its been a long time since i've played volleyball. I played with the guys &embarrassed myself(again..)! I ran right into the fence, trying to save the ball. &my butt hurts. Joke of the day! hahaha. It was so embarrassing. But if not for the sunburnt, my freinds could see how red my face would be! Well, at least it made them laugh! =D including aji.. Finally! I got my wish to bake cookies without the help of mummy! My dear girl &i baked délicieux gâteau sec(delicious cookies) at my place, with love, FROM SCRATCH! grin* I burnt my middle finger during the process tho. My lovely parents loved it! &daddy ate more than what i expected. It should be a good sign right(?).. Well, we did agree that we could start a bakery! laughs. Cookies for everyone(we know..)!! Im rather tired tho. I realised i've been busy the whole day. A good full body massage is what i need right now!
muahaha
dear girl drooling
*FAMOUS DEBEC ALMOND&CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES*
deb-can't keep my hands off the cookie jar..
yong-imma good girl ok! you're the naughty boy!
naz-its like a mirror image
shawn-MAMA MIA!!
leon-tremble before me.. Muahahah
the day i find my tear in the ocean,
will be the day i'll stop loving you
posted by becks at 9:21 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
SMALL GIRL, BIG WORDS
Another insipid day.
leon-tuition is suppose to make you feel less of an idiot
yong-(f*.*)f : it suppose to look like a crab. LOL
mag-you diddn wake me up!
deb-I LOVE YOU BABE!
arjun-excuses only..
fatin-we so need to catch up girl
one diet coke please..
posted by becks at 8:09 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
BUMP-ed
Little did i expect myself to be in the spotlight, especially when i am rusty! How embarrassing it was. After a long time of not dancing, i screwed up &embarrassed myself infront of the whole congregation! laughs. It should have been up not down &vice versa. I needed to hide my face so badly. Eyes were all staring(distracted..). I just smiled widely, laughing at myself. Hey, people do make mistakes right? hahah. &my night could have been more peaceful. I was not 'snatched away'. Period! I'll never let that happen. grin* I felt as though i was contridicting to myself. I had to digress to stop that thinking(immediately..). If "max payne" will give them a nosebleed, then why not let it happen to me? laughs. I never got a nosebleed before, anyway. Bumped my head real hard on the wall! My 'owl eyes' & my sense of steps doesn seem to be working after 10years(?)! Careless like 'you know who'.. hahah. A big lump i got in remembrance of my muddle-headness. 3am was not very late i guess. At least i managed to get some rest. I felt much love the moment i closed my eyes.
"Is your father a terrorist? cos you're the bomb!"
let there be "I"s now & "We"s later.
"yong lin has no link but he is talking to rebekah lim which made him even more no link but they ended up linking the wrong link which then have to link back to where they lost the link but rebekah lim keep saying yong lin has no link but yong lin think he has linked the things he just said to the previous link"
YONG WAS BEING LAME! laughs.
posted by becks at 8:28 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
