ONE MORE SHOT
If a 2.4 NAFA run can kill "long time no run" me, what more can a 4.6km do to me? I ran 4.6km today with my dear brother &lazy sister cycled. It took me about 1/2 an hour while my dear siblings, obviously, made it to the end faster than me! Boi could even jump &laugh &talk to me while i was more than half dead, literally. Its been about 6months since i've ran. I came home breathless, pale &faint-ly. Thank God i diddn 'peng san' at the 2.7km mark. laughs. I did feel good after the run tho. Not THAT "fab"(fat) after all! hahah. Daddy drove us down to aunty serene's place where i was suppose to do the script. It should be completed soon(i hope..). Can anyone tell me where i can find christian hip-hop/rap music?! Oh! The songs are not chosen &steps are not choreographed YET! I desperately need help.. Hurrs. I watched 'Armageddon' after dinner. Its a really REALLY nice show, i must say. I laughed, i cried(seriously..) &i was certainly entertained! &did i mention that Ben Affleck is really cute? Ooo, he is! I couldn stop admiring him on screen. grin* Its been ONLY 2days &im back to looking at pictures of... Ooh so missed!
this silence in this room is so loud
posted by becks at 1:25 AM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
TWIST LICK DUNK
3 words: "I AM BORED!"
i have nothing if i dont have you
posted by becks at 11:00 PM
Friday, October 31, 2008
A SMILE IN MY SLEEP
Its OFFICIALLY over! Ask me "what is study?" &i wouldn know! It should be time for work tho the newspaper doesn seem to be helping. Laziness seems to be taking over me(again..). I feel bad for what i did. Was i too much when i said that? Oops. Feeling insecure is no excuse, i must admit. Should i feel deluded? Maybe i was conceiting(?). Would sorry help or would it jus be another meaningless word to you? Love is all i want now, right now... A last minute dinner appointment with my loved ones. I love crazy-ing with the 2/3 musketeers. We left a little too early before meeting yong &took our time to walk over to markaye's house but our deprive-ness of childhood(not exactly) took over immediately! Hokie Pokie-ed along the way! =D (put your right hand in put your right hand out~) My short legs couldn seem to catch up with those 'long' legs. laughs. Ooh well, I diddn want to walk so fast &perspire like them. We really did take our own sweeeeeeet time, im sure! Hmm. 1hour for a 10-15mins walk! Hahah. Thank God for whoever you are that created handphones. I sweet-talked with my dear girl over the phone &that little talk made her love me more! grin* Those 2 'gay partners' really know how to take their time &make this princess with the 2/3 muskeeters, who have been bully-ing me, wait! Eastpoint desperately needs a make-over mann! It isnt getting anymore interesting than it used to be(?).. Well, it would be a rather good place if you have "privacy please" written all over you. Ate at Kobashoiuwphyfsh(i cant rmb the name..ahaha) then headed home sweet home. Yong was a busy man when we were BEING NICE to wait for him at his bus stop. Well, we cant blame him for being POA genius &getting last minute "help me!" calls on the night before their paper. Des, boi &i went insane while walking to our bus stop. Fleering at random things. SPASMATIC PEOPLE!! We counted the number of ambulance passing by. Yes, we were near the hospital. But hey! Who knows if people are just being 'budget' to call the ambulance just to save money on petrol?! =x Ok, nonsense(&randomness). HAHA. The bus was taking really long while my lovely "beggars" pleaded for money. laughs. Now home is right where we belong. I feel safe, always. Had wonderful donuts from, this time, Donut Factory! mmhm! 12 more days before the party begins! *tick tock*
deb-you could 'High School Musical 3' with me! =D
yong-smelly boy.. (banter*)
boi-when random, _l_ hahah!
des-do the HOKIE POKIEE~!
jiejie-Ibble Dibble no.1 with no Ibble Dibble...
perlyn-babe, i wana dance with you again &again &again!
my prince under disguise..
posted by becks at 1:00 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008
JE T'AIME
Ooo well, another insipid day. I was being a nice girlfriend to debbie(my les partner cum bestest girlfriend) &gave up sleep jus to meet her to study! hahah. I met her at her bf's house &poor girl got elbowed on the head by him! I was afraid that she might jus faint while walking to macs. She was walking as tho she was drunk! =/ Blur girl. Bumped into my long lost dear estee halfway. Ooh, she's so missed! Its been awhile since ive talk to her. &she, as usual, had lovely ROMANTIC stories to tell. winks* Met yong, the 'expert' in POA, at macs where he was all alone... laughs. Chef Yong was born when we arrived! LAUGH! Failed to take a picture tho. I had my yummy Mcflurry that he said would make me fat. Apparently, he diddn want to share! Grrh.. That kind soul left to buy dinner for his family while debbie dear &i chit chated. We had fun, TRUCK LOADS of fun.. hahah. As i was heading to the bus stop this girl popped right infront of me &asked if i had a $5 change, which i diddn. I was then being so nice to this stranger &gave her 60cents for her bus ride home! So am i nice or what?! hahaha. Deb tried to insist that that stranger had a nice face thats why i gave her money. (She's a she NOT he, girl) laughs. Im praying real hard that math tomorrow would not be that difficult. Im HOPE-ing not to take it again next year, after yong's "inspirational" talk. =) My sweetest daddy brought J.Co donuts home for supper(?). Anw, they were (slurping-ly) delicious! I want more! hint hint*
yong-1/3some. HAHAHA.
deb-im really faithful girl..! x]
jerome-you so violent..
estee-we've got ALOT to catch up on.
louis-I DIDDN SEE YOU!
its so funny now that i see,
how different life turned out to be
posted by becks at 11:30 PM
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY
Bowling with my friends &family was fun! Was at the club, on sunday, for a wonderful dinner &to bowl! There was an international buffet which i missed cos i had mutabak for lunch &was feeling rather full. Caesar salad-ed for dinner &stole afew of those yummmy desserts tho.. winks* The chocolate cakes were heavenly! Bowling was fun. I didn realise that my bowling "skills" had improved! I was 3rd with a score of 104 for the first round. &1st with a score of 119 for the second round. I won daddy(finally..)! x) even tho i had pulled my muscle. It made me bowl weirdly. hahahs. I disobeyed mummy tho.. whooops. Its been awhile since i've met my long (well.. 1wk4days/1wk) lost dear boy. laughs. Missed him so.. I had dinner with my lovely siblings. Hilarious is the word. We had fun dinner time talking rubbish &doing crazy stuff over dinner. Boi had his sause-y rice thanks to me! muahaha. We were debating who had the best defination of CRAZY. Boi def: Calamity Retarded Afflicted Zany Yew. My def: Caring Rapturous Attractive Zest Youth! We were just acting smart with all the big words. hahah. Jiejie was really blur. Thank God for tonight. Its been a long time since we all had dinner together! Oh they're so loved! Just a few more days &it'll be over! Ooo, I cant wait!
yong-i trust you okay.. <3*
deb-im missing your company already girl! =(
claire-you owe me a song babeh..
jabez-thankyou(:
deedee-good luck with army! learn to shave hair..
amosie babie-i miss you...
with you, its all changing in my destiny
posted by becks at 9:00 PM
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
WORK FOUND ME
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!
&i just found out ive got things to do.. Busy busy beeee..! =)
things i have to do:
1) Choreograph dance
2) dance more..
3) write a script
4) go running with boi
5)study for maths(?)
6) go shopping for my needs
7) bake more cookies
with you, i can finally break free
posted by becks at 6:30 AM
Monday, October 27, 2008
AM I STRONG ENOUGH
As i rest against this cold hard wall, oh will you pass me by? Will you criticize me as i sit &cry? I had fought so hard &thought that all my battles had been won. Only to find the war had just begun. Is He not strong enough? Is He not pure enough? To break me, pour me out &start again. Is He not brave enough? To take one chance on me. Please, can i have one chance to start again? Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime? Is there any way to be made whole again? If i be renewed &find forgiveness by the strength i've never had. Will my scars forever ruin all God's plans?-He took my life into His hands and turned it all around. In my most desperate circumstance, is there, i've finally found that You are strong enough, that You are pure enough. To break me, pour me out &start again. That You are brave enough, to take one chance on me.
Oh thankyou for my chance to start again.
i never could have done it without you
posted by becks at 1:30 AM
Sunday, October 26, 2008
