HOLD ME CLOSE. REAL CLOSE
Im not detested by you, i hope.
Make me fat, i dont care.
I'd stay ill all my life,
so you could take care of me.
I wana run away,
with you.
Nothing matters anymore.
But im sorry,
i still love you so..
ohh so much!
i'd like a time machine, please?
posted by becks at 8:07 PM
Thursday, November 6, 2008
HOME SWEET HOME
I sadly cancelled everthing that was planned for today. Outing with loved ones was cancelled. &i diddn go for lunch with 'botak'. I woke up just in time for lunch &later watched tv till the rain stop. I nearly fainted in the bus. This indian man, sitting SO close to me, literally smelled! I felt so nauseous during that whole 1hr trip back home. Ice cream party soon(i hope..). I wish 'happily ever after' existed. I really do..
my baby..
posted by becks at 10:04 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
TOSS & TURNS
My cousins are CERTAINLY loved. Tho they're still schooling, we had lots of fun! I had fallen for this game called 'beyond balderdash'. It really is entertaining! &phone calls from des doesn seem to stop. laughs. Nonsensed with him till 3am on both nights! gosh.


with love;
miss you so
posted by becks at 6:00 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
FREE HUGS FOR ALL
I caught a tear in your eye today. What happened to sunshine?
Fight those tears with a smile please. Im sure it'll put you at ease.
I'll be here for you my dear, my shoulders &listening ears..
Let 'past' be beautiful memories,
'present' be really happening &'future' be everlasting!
A love so true, i thought they knew.
A love where knots could never go loose.
Smile my dear, smile for me.
For you know your friends will never leave.
before or after the worse?
posted by becks at 7:30 PM
Monday, November 3, 2008
SEXY CAN I
It was truly a miracle! Good girl, ME, went to church &sat through service! hahah! Its been awhile FYI.. Service wasn THAT bad, thank God! laughs. &my friends are all missed! I just found out from mummy dear that we're going to malacca in december with my relatives. Renaissance Hotel is where we're gona put up for this vacation. It isn that bad(i think..). My cousin, sister &i are gona share a deluxe room! PARTY!! laughs. Its suppose to be a 5star hotel tho &i think it looks like one. =) I was on a fruit diet today while my lovely family had a big feast! I did steal some food tho. hahah. A fruit diet is suppose to make me healthier, how? Well.. i'd just follow what my cousin does. She's supper slim because she eats fruits &salads ONLY! =/ Scary but healthy! I finally talked to my bestest girlfriend cum les partner. hahah! She showed me a link where this guy was trying to sing Crush by David Archuleta! I feel bad for laughing at him when he was trying so hard to be like him! There was all the effects &background singing etc. It was funny, HILARIOUSLY FUNNY! =x Well, im gona stay over my cousins house, at woodlands, tomorrow! Thats where the fun is suppose to be!
deb-i'm here for you my dear girl! love.
daryl-hellooooo~ C3
yong-misssssssssss =(
susanna-im 60% dumb! hahah.
claire-thankyou so much!
hazzel dazzel*
posted by becks at 12:10 PM
Sunday, November 2, 2008