Schools coming to an end in about 1week. Holidays are finally here! I'm looking forward to it because i need it desperately. I need that little extra rest that i can get. For now, chinese intensive is all i need. But it not something i want. How ironic.

A whole long day of brain-washing myself, going crazy about chinese. I'm happy, not really. Trying to keep a safe distance away from the edge of the building. 1st June will be over and gone soon! I'd like to rush through everyday. Not trying to hold back or pay any attention to my surroundings. Getting it all done as soon as possible.

Damn.

Time seems to be going all slowly when your life seems meaningless. I might need that extra boost and push! I'm expecting alot of homework coming my way. I should appreciate and enjoy! June holidays will be hectic, i guess. I'm not able to go for a holiday at all. Everyone will have to keep me company. My family agreed that i could not be left as an independent girl. Resulting in making everyone stay home during the holidays. Sorry, but it ain't my fault. I'm not trusted to take care of this gigantanormous house on my own. It would probably be thorn down after 1day, partying. Haha.

Live with intentions.
Play with abandon.

XOXO,
becks