Feeling the same as before. My instincts tells me so. The little devil in my head telling me that what i'm doing is alright. While the little angel in my head is telling me that i'm wrong! I did not want to marinate myself in sadness. Filled my schedules till i suffered. Placed everything before my health, my life. How stupid i feel. No one understood the agony. My agony, my situation. I've been drowning in sorrow. Hiding my face with a mask. I need someone to hear me out...

I'm lost.
Been lost.
Am i still loved?