Sports Day: I'm really proud of my class! We pulled off cheer even at the very last minute. When i went crazy screaming and shouting at everyone. My sincere apologies. Well, second isn so bad. We wouldn't have realised how close or how much respected we were if not for 2nd! =D
Do visit
TanJianYe now!
I'm happily disappointed(in a good way, obviously).
My life: Recently i've been sleeping over alot. As much as i don't want too. But i seem to be enjoying the night life that i'm having. Turning my home into a hotel. Which would just spoil my reputation of being a good girl. I confess, I rebelled. He's right. I'm no more the good
beckside that i used to be...
I'm burning away all the problems that i was having. The only time when i would always be thinking of, not the good, but the bad. Should someone tell me that i cannot do it, i'll turn a deaf ear to him. I knew that ending my life was not how i wanted it to be. Everyday, a stepping stone. Learning new things to prepare me for the future...
On 1 June, Chinese Os just ended. Hopefully i would do well enough NOT to retake it. Hopefully my hard effort studying for chinese(for my very first time) would not go to waste. I'm crossing my fingers on that.
Last night, at 1140, we drank. I drank till my hearts content. Turning red and burning inside. A silent horrible tipsy feeling arose. We played and had fun at Dayson's house till 4am. I was reluctant to go home... So headed to reeee's house to 'rest'. However, i couldn't fall asleep. Thank goodness Markaye(: was awake, suffering from insomnia. Haha. So i went to meet him which we
was suppose to have breakfast BUT it started raining so no prata! He could have cooked breakfast BUT he was such a lazy bum. He had school and was suppose to be up at 7 BUT he was snoozing and lazing in bed. Much as i wanted to sleep, 2hours of power sleep before another whole long day diddn't do much. Still, i walked home from school accompanied by Raj and Chew.
Mark, you do realise how many BUTs i used.. hahaI'm looking forward to monday. Visiting Sentosa with the class after a long time. School break have so far been great. Because i'm making use of every single minute! Even though my schedules will be packed with extra classes and study sessions, i took an oath to make good use of my time without stressing myself out. Just watch me!(:
One more thing. My
chance WAS NEVER my
sympathy.
Happy Holidays!
Play safe.
Be safe.
Have fun.
love becks*
